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It's a Trap

by Kritters

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1.
I wanna go back to a time when the world was fine and everyone could see I was fine I wanna go back to a time when the world was mine and everyone could see it was mine I wanna go back to when I never thought about time and learn why I never thought about time I wanna go back to when I didn’t know I would die and learn why I never thought about dying I wanna go back I wanna go back I wanna go back to before I got too old for the stories and the stories got too old for me I wanna go back to before I even knew they were stories like before the stories needed to be I wanna go back to before I had to know what I know and just know then what I didn’t know then I wanna go back but still know what I know in my bones and avoid the things that caused me to know them I wanna go back to some perfected time I wanna go back to some perfected time It all began long before you were born you’re the things that you learned you’re the things that they learned it all began long before you were born you’re righting your wrongs you’re righting their wrongs it all began long before we were born and we try and we try and we try and we try and we try and we try and we try and we try and we try and we try and we try and we try I want to go back to when I wanted the things that I needed and learn not to want the things I don’t need I want to go back to before I learned to want so much more and just be satisfied with meeting my needs I wish I were fine and just boring and happy and normal like other people seem to be I wish I could find and just be fully satisfied by the normal kind of lives that other people lead I wanna go back to some perfected time I wanna go back to some perfected time I wanna go back to some perfected time I wanna go back to some perfected time
2.
I doubt that you could like me I hardly like myself I doubt that you could like me I hardly like myself I know you’re right maybe you’re right and it’s not too late to try I know you’re right maybe you’re right and it’s not too late to try I doubt that you could like me I hardly like myself but I’m thinking you’re alright I doubt that you could like me I hardly like myself but I’m thinking you’re alright I know you’re right maybe you’re right and it’s not too late to try I know you’re right maybe you’re right and it’s not too late to try so let’s fly let’s sell all this shit and let’s kiss kiss it all goodbye the money’s no good but we’ll make it last a while get up up and go before we can change our minds let’s fly let’s fly so let’s fly let’s tell all our friends and let’s kiss kiss them all goodbye get up up and go before we can change our minds if we leave right now we can maybe escape our lives let’s fly let’s fly
3.
It's a Test 03:35
It’s a trap it’s a trap it’s a test it’s a trap it’s a trap it’s a test it’s a trap it’s a trap it’s a test It’s a trap it’s a trap it’s a test if you just stay cool and you don’t say anything then he won’t run away then he won’t run away if you just stay cool and you don’t say anything then he won’t run away then he won’t run away oh tear it down let it go let it go oh tear it down let it go let it go if you keep real still and you stop breathing then he won’t run away then he won’t run away if you keep real still and you stop breathing then he won’t run away then he won’t run away oh tear it down let it go let it go oh tear it down let it go let it go it’s a trap it’s a trap it’s a test it’s a trap it’s a trap it’s a test it’s a trap it’s a trap it’s a test it’s a trap it’s a trap it’s a test
4.
you leave the lightest of impressions lipless laugh and rubbing hands an unmistakable loser thinning hair and sagging pants you love a corner for protection if they can’t see you they won’t ask you’re such a solitary loser dry as air and nervous laugh and even though we know they say you never know we’re falling down and we’re giving up we’re falling down and we’re giving up and even though we know they say you never know we’re falling down and we’re giving up we’re falling down and we’re giving up your words are clumsy and unknowing you speak them soft and keep them tame you’re not helped by your education in fact I think that it’s to blame you leave a lingering impression your face is sweet and full of flame you’re saving bits of conversation you know they’ll later turn to shame and even though we know they say you never know we’re falling down and we’re giving up we’re falling down and we’re giving up and even though we know they say you never know we’re falling down and we’re giving up we’re falling down and we’re giving up we’re falling down and we’re giving up we’re falling down and we’re giving up we’re falling down and we’re giving up we’re falling down and we’re giving up but you stick round cast concrete/strong strapping most permanent but you stick round cast concrete/strong strapping most permanent but you stick round cast concrete/strong strapping most permanent but you stick round cast concrete/strong strapping most permanent are you (hush now my agony be still my agony) we’re falling down and we’re giving up we’re falling down and we’re giving up we’re falling down and we’re giving up we’re falling down and we’re giving up we’re falling down and we’re giving up we’re falling down and we’re giving up we’re falling down and we’re giving up we’re falling down and we’re giving up
5.
you get in the car and you drive and you drive it fast windows open wide to the scent of the smoke that drifts past you tear down the wide open road with your foot on the gas you start feeling fine don’t know why but you hope it will last you drive to the park down the hill and you sit on the grass you lie in the lee of the willows and shadows they cast you think of the ghosts and remind yourself past things are passed and just like the ghosts the green of the trees will not last you’re alive and you’re fine and you’re in control oh what do you know oh what do you know you get in the car and you drive and you drive it fast it’s the height of the hottest of months but you know it won’t last and the salt in the air stings your skin as the wind it whips past and the heat of the sun on the road makes it shimmer like glass you’re alive and you’re fine and you’re in control oh what do you know oh what do you know oh what do you know oh what do you know you’re alive and you’re fine you’re alive and you’re fine you’re alive and you’re fine and you’re in control you get in the car in the night and you drive it fast thinning leaves in the trees reflect flashes of headlights that pass in the dark of the night what is time when the road is this vast you’re just seventeen but already you live in the past you’re alive and you’re fine you’re alive and you’re fine you’re alive and you’re fine and you’re in control oh what do you know oh what do you know oh what do you know oh what do you know
6.
Dream On 03:48
in your final sleep did you simply dream on in your final sleep did you simply dream on in your final sleep did you simply dream on in your final sleep did you simply dream on oh the oh the lost ones we loved oh the oh the lost ones we loved oh the oh the lost ones we loved oh the oh the lost ones we loved in your final sleep did you simply dream on in your final sleep did you simply dream on in your final sleep did you simply dream on in your final sleep did you simply dream on we’re coming too it’s just taking us longer we’re coming too it’s just taking us longer we’re coming too it’s just taking us longer we’re coming too it’s just taking us longer dream on dream on dream on dream on
7.
Ride 03:21
I gave it all I had I never cared about your name I gave it all I had I never liked you for your fame I gave it all I had I never cared about your name I gave it all I had I never liked you for your fame I gave it all I had I gave it all I had I can never let it go I can never let it go I can never let it go I can never let it go I can never let it go I can never let it go I can never let it go I can never let it go I gave it all I had gave up the high ground to your claim I gave it all I had and for my trouble took the blame I gave it all I had gave up the high ground to your claim I gave it all I had and for my trouble took the blame I gave it all I had I gave it all I had I can never let it go I can never let it go I can never let it go I can never let it go I can never let it go I can never let it go I can never let it go I can never let it go and so we ride on and on and on and so we ride on and on and on and so we ride on and on and on and so we ride on and on and on and so we ride on and on and on and so we ride on and on and on and so we ride I can never let it go I can never let it go I can never let it go I can never let it go I can never let it go I can never let it go
8.
Send Me Away 03:16
I was only saying things we say to keep our hate from sweeping us away the smile was me giving you a break a favor you’d do well to replicate still propelled by incandescent rage a searing thread that burns on to this day I move this fast so I evade the flame if I should stop I’ll surely melt away what you are/and what I am what you are/and what I am send me away send me away send me away put me away put me away put me away at times it’s hard to see the justice in my rage (since) I know I struggle less because I have this face (and) sometimes I wonder if I earned that insulation the way that people do believe in what I say and is it fair to entertain my hates (when I know) it’s my contempt that fuels the conflagration they say forgive so others do the same (but) if I do that the fire goes away what you are and what I am send me away send me away send me away put me away put me away put me away must I relinquish scorn to pay for your embrace (or is it that) a light defanging puts me in my place (I’ve grown convinced) that people want to see my toothless face (they want) to tally all the things I’ve said in haste so I’ll just smile and say I’ll never change (then) you’ll hold your face but say that you’re ok (so) I’ll claim I didn’t mean to make you break (but) I’m getting tired of trying to act my age send me away send me away send me away put me away put me away put me away
9.
I used to feel the fear that I would die as we drove on summer cliff sides and now that he’s a stranger to my life the fear comes from the inside I took the fear and oh I made it mine took it out to all the parties I faced my end, I practiced every night so when it came I wouldn’t be sorry I took the fear and oh I made it mine I took the fear and oh I made it mine I’m not a believer I only believe in the fear, the fear I’m not a believer I only believe in the fear, the fear I’d like to kill the man who gave me fear but death comes for him shortly in truth the fear I know has served me well beside it life looks easy I took the fear and oh I made it mine I took the fear and oh I made it mine I’m not a believer I only believe in the fear, the fear I’m not a believer I only believe in the fear, the fear though I try and oh man do I try I know I can’t outrun it cause I see so clear the accident of life mere seconds on this planet I took the fear and oh I made it mine I took the fear and oh I made it mine I’m not a believer I only believe in the fear, the fear I’m not a believer I only believe in the fear, the fear I used to be afraid that I would die before I started living but now the fear’s about time rushing by and what I might not finish
10.
New York 04:49
I never sought it because I had it crosstown light rising that concrete habit I never sought it until I left it and then I saw it too late I saw it you’re what we needed what we believed in you were the reason the bigger meaning we had our dreams and we had our feelings and we had you and so we had freedom oh spread my ashes in New York out on the empty Hudson docks where we used to walk oh spread my ashes in New York where the towers are no more remember that fall and I remember when mine was failing you were my home so I didn't need it and I remember the friendless sidewalks midnight and floodlit I still recall it oh spread my ashes in New York chasing the light across the block a real walker’s walk oh spread my ashes in New York the place that made my every thought and I think a lot you’re never stable endless remaking so we find comfort in fluctuation when I’m with you I’m both past and present my only nation and I still feel it oh spread my ashes in New York drift through Washington Square Park under the arch oh spread my ashes in New York midnight fries without a fork on St. Mark’s can you love places like they’re a person and when they alter does your relation I can remember the way I loved it at times I wonder do I still feel it oh spread my ashes in New York not what it is but what it was and what I was oh spread my ashes in New York remember the place before it’s gone before I’m gone
11.
Follarina 01:15
lift the catch drop to the ground a sweetly vococaustic sound follarina, little clown it hits you while it’s hissing down it hits you while it’s hissing down it hits you while it’s hissing down
12.
animatiweirdo evolosophy biosemioto credulexically we are we’re flesh on sticks that somehow came to be we are we’re breath propelled and yet somehow we speak I liked it once, I liked it a lot I liked it once, I liked it a lot I liked it once, I liked it a lot I liked it once, I liked it a lot catastrophize with me let’s scorn the optimistic for morbid fantasies catastrophize with me let’s give up on illusion and mourn what could have been oddifactaviral baffleopathy vertibratisolo incredulomy we are we braid our hair and sometimes show our teeth we are we’re borrowed cells like everything that breathes I liked it once, I liked it a lot I liked it once, I liked it a lot (I’m sure) I liked it once, I liked it a lot (I’m sure) I liked it once, I liked it a lot catastrophize with me let’s let go of the future and what we hoped it’d bring catastrophize with me give up on improvement embrace reality I liked it once, I liked it a lot I liked it once, I liked it a lot (I’m sure) I liked it once, I liked it a lot (I’m sure) I liked it once, I liked it a lot it gets harder every day it gets harder every day it gets harder every day it gets harder every day it gets harder every day catastrophize with me while it’s hissing down while it’s hissing down catastrophize with me while it’s hissing down while it’s hissing down catastrophize with me living isn’t easy and it may never be catastrophize with me release your expectations it’s never gonna be

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The 2021 EP It’s a Trap is about the constraints we accept for ourselves in order to survive: the useful lies we tell, the faltering friendships we tend, and the many ways in which we opt to shrink our lives to insulate ourselves from the world.

In the claustrophobic atmosphere of It’s a Trap, even blue skies are suspect.

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released September 15, 2021

Written, arranged, and recorded by Kritters.

Kritters are Kirini O. K. & Rob Steadman

Lyrics and songwriting - Kirini O. K.
Songwriting, engineering, and production - Rob Steadman
Cello and arrangement - Jon Ouin

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Kritters The Bronx, New York

Kritters are Kirini O. K. and Rob Steadman.

They make electro-rich indie with a subversive streak.

Kirini is a multidisciplinary artist and writer; Rob is previously of critically-acclaimed indie-folk band Stornoway (4AD/Cooking Vinyl).
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